那种感觉

昨晚，我看了某某人的部落格，很惊讶很意外的，得知他与她分了。。。

然后又在另一秒得知他原来已经与另一个她已经一个月多了。。。

那种感觉--感叹。。。

才发现原来爱情、感情可以那么的肤浅。。。

dreaming

i'm dreaming of u again~~

i really don't know why i always keep dreaming that you were bully me in the dreams...

i always being moody after that

i knew that was fong mou.... without no reason at all

do you know? i felt lonely recently without you and your sound....

i'm always waiting your phone and hope you will come and look for me

but i knew you are busy in your career, you need earn money when you are young now, i knew it all, but i can't control my cognition and emotion...

haiz, can't imagine our future life...

emotion

i'm so moody now, don't know why, no reason at all...

stay at friend's house for doing the proposal. at 9 sth, we decided go to take supper at downstairs mamak. i told him inform me b4 he come n fetch me. he was arrived when i still not finish supper yet. it's very "qiao" that the girl come to mamak also when Ivan reach about minutes.....he is so x manners, x gentlemen at all in front of my friends. i'm very paiseh, shame.....when u r moving seat to the girl's table....do u think about my feel?? do u think u need to get my permission before u act??? after we paid, when i ask i need to take my bag at my fren's house, u show me an unpleasant face, it let me getting more worse!!!u drove the car urself to the entrance but we, three ladies walk back and go to 3th floor to take my things. is it u lost all the man's gentlemen?? u thought u knew why and what i'm unhappy to????!!! nope, u never ever know it. it is because you don't understand what is woman.

blue

people said things right, monday blue, it's really damn monday blue.....

Shouldn't i care about other person matters??

i know i should not...

i'll try to control my mind and action ----> do not to geibo people's things

coz the consequence will be worst as u imagine....

Grace, can u consider more about yourself???

you can't even manage your things well but go to care about other people things and it's unnesscessary tooo.......

wake up Grace!!!

深夜

saturday night, i din go anywhere, jz close alone in room and facing the laptop....y????coz he had to work today--the exhibition at PWTC.....quite moody whole day but no way for me to angry or wat......coz nobody do the wrong thing, is me myself problem...

he back late and i know he will look for me..but i refuse and advise him to back home and take mre rest coz i know he was working whole day already, it's no reason to accompany me for making him more tired!!! i really wanna tell him how i want he be with me now and now i wanna c him immediately~~but i know i can't....as his girlfriend, i knew what i suppose to do, i need always concern anything about him. it is because he is doing more than i do to him.

i really felt unhappy when i heard he said he need to work tomorrow also...den i ask izzit we have no time to meet each other tomorrow too?? he answer he will lookfor me after work. i ask den what time he end the exhibition?? time same as today, what the hell, it's late....haiz....how, it's real too late, u need work tomorrow morning also, how u spend time for us??so we just can meet till next monday.... haiz...now i'm thinking how bout tomorrow....how i spending my time tomorrow??? go temple?? nobody can fetch me there!!! nobody accompany me shopping.....damn bore day, i can imagine that....

so, i just can be a good good girl, stay at home....doing homework....

dear....i hope miracle happens tomorrow....i wish u can be myside in whole day tomorrow, coz i'm miss u very much~~~~

--@ steamboat @---

i can say that this is a steamboat year, coz i really ate steamboat many times.......

but, i was happy in that, that was not because of the food but the feel of gather with all of my friends. i totally can"t tahan eat steamboat again.......friends, pls stop doing steamboat again~~

the last time we did in janice's hostel.

of course, we went to buy some food for it, but......b4 it, we had some entertainment first....

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sing k!!!

aunties shopping at jusco~~~~

preparing......

i know they was tired.....

janice jz back from library....

lai sin.......u still looking ur idol???

steamboat!!! starting~~~~~

so touch till tear....

i love u all, my dear friendzzzzzzzzzzz, mu..ak......

永远沉淀的回忆

那一天，不知觉得盲目让我遇上他

他每次碰面的害臊让我不经意地注意了

假装的我其实能感觉到他的留意

他总是默默的跟随着

但我总是假装不察觉他的存在

直到那次我非常期待他的到来

眼神只停留在人群中的他

终于有机会互相介绍了

当时我们还在人海中的舞池

像灰姑娘与王子陶醉的跳舞

当着那钟声响起 顿时让我忽视到时间到了

从那时候开始，我们见面机会极难，联络也少了。。。。

但幸运的是偶尔会听到他的来电

偶尔也会吃个晚餐

虽然认识到现在相距一多年

现在各有各的生活

但那时的回忆 永远会浮现在脑海里

闷......

在公司，无聊的痕。。。。
没事情做的员工还蛮痛苦的
咳。。。。不知道该做什么。。。
为什么没有东西给我做？
我要忙，我要一大队东西等着我做！！
如果再持续这种情况，我真的会疯掉。。。。

莫名发觉

最近 不经意发觉 周围的女性 情绪起伏都还蛮大的
女生第六感告诉我 她们应该是感情上出现问题吧
对 身边有位女生竟然失恋了几个月 我才知道
我真的很惊讶 因为她跟她男友之前真的很好
据说她男友是个很好的情人， 对她很好很好
可是听到他们分手的理由，我实在是不敢相信

试想想， 会有一个男人真的为你的未来着想而选择离开你吗？
况且那男生还那么年轻，才二十出头。。。
说真的，我不相信
仔细想，这里有应该是借口吧
那么年轻的男生，真的会那么想吗？？
如果你真的会那么想，为何不趁想在年轻努力让你爱的人幸福？
趁年轻就该拼命干活，让你身边的她能依靠你。。
如果你真的真的很爱她，为何那么容易就放弃？
为何不争取？为自己争取？？？
如果你真的是这个理由而放弃，你就是个懦夫
你是男人呢，又何必那么自卑吗？？你真的会想吗？
如果这只是借口， 说出真相很困难吗？？
男人，你舍得爱你的人活在谎言中吗？
是不是认为迷糊比清楚好？？
错！！我宁愿面对事实的残酷，也不要被欺骗

如果是真的话， 女人， 为何妳要为他流那么多泪
弄得自己那么憔悴？？
女人，你还有本钱，你还有青春，还有很长的路
失恋算什么？ 我也试过，男人算什么？？

今天，我突然问他：男人会为女人未来着想而分手吗？
我就比喻了这件事给他听
他第一个反应就说：这男的骗人。要不然就是自卑
我就告诉他说：如果有一天，你真的有了另一个，
就要真的告诉我真相， 我能接受
如果你骗我，我会更很你。。。。

男人，女人，爱情不是什么。。。。。

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习惯收到你回到家的信息 虽然不能烧饭煲汤等着你回来一起吃饭
有时候觉得如果能每天准备烧水 好让你疲惫的身躯休息在温温的水中
问你：你累吗？ 帮你捶背按摩 对你说：辛苦你了
但。。。。。
喜欢我是被你温柔的声音叫醒睡梦中的我 对我说：早安，我爱你
拿起你应经涂上牙膏的牙刷 闻着你亲自为我烹饪的早餐味道
走到餐桌面前 你拉开椅子 我们一起坐下说着：开动咯
我们牵着手一起出门工作去
我知道这两件事有很大的差距 还是把上位的改为
习惯你接我下班 一起到菜市集买菜 回到家包包都去到沙发
两个人穿起围裙 我煮饭你洗菜 然后我们对望着说：辛苦你了，我们开动吧！！！

当。。。

“当” 大多数用在假设性的句子
有些人也把“当”用来做回味的主要过去用词
当你做了那件事当时的感受是什么？

那又怎样？.....

有吗？你们的话听听就算了，因为你们不曾真正的倾听我们说真正表达的

是吗？你们是不能被期望的一群，因为你们一次又一次的让我们失望

好吗？你们总是自以为是，不想再被你们绑着，放开你的手好吗....

算了吧。。。想再做什么袮补也袮补不了什么。。。

就这样吧。。。就让时间把这一切冲净。。。都冲净。。。

爱情是被月老看成人间的一个笑话

人被嘲笑。。。为爱情愚痴；为爱情着迷；为爱情哭笑不得、求生不得求死不能。。。。

对，为何就为你的 面 、声、情、神  弄得我忐忑。。。弄得我颠倒？？？

我的亿万面包

之前，搞不懂为何剧题是我的亿万面包？？

剧情里都没有提到任何关于面包。。。。奇怪。。

可是今天看完完结篇后， 终于了解了

女人往往倾向于亿万卡拉、亿万家产、亿万名牌

有多少个是真正想得到自己的亿万面包

有谁又真正得到了自己的亿万面包呢

每个人都向往能享受到美食

是个人，十位都想吃鱼翅、鲍鱼、生蚝等等高尚食物  *除了吃素的

你可曾真正的享受过面包的滋味吗

但在现实生活，大多数人都把自己所属的面包的滋味都暗藏在心里头

宁愿被亿万颗钻石埋没。。。。

他们不知不觉地被缘分、命运 与 爱情 绑在一起.........

sth discover accidentally

just wanna tell something i discover accidentally

when i walk to upstair, i c something i'm weird

i see him-my little brother

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c he open the luggage for????

Oooo.....he is taking his ang pou money for playing poker cards.....

my cutety brother,heh...a

life~~

As a student, of course, almost the time of life is in school~~

if u r student, u will have the same perspective about school which is boredom!!!!

how bored is it?? let have a look

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always need taking bus, waiting and wasting time,agrrrrrrr.....

arrange the chair, the a "break" in class, hahaha^^

rushing for assignment@_@

sleepyyy and sleeping in class

stare blankly in class, the speech of lecturer almost cannot "go" inside our ear

haha~~and some shoot in class when lecturer going out for a while^^

it is what the life of a university student.............