我

最近的我变得越来越模糊

可能是压力的关系吧，总之觉得自己越来越麻木了

stupid me

2day the phy lecturer give the quiz suddenly. we are so shock and no prepared for it. damn.... i'm fool of phy.but the question is from the tutorial, we got answer before it but we all din bring it. .... waiting for others answer for copy...... after finish lecture, i was going to library, haiz....i was found out i have bring the tutorial answer in my file, aiyaya.......so regret that i din check my file c that i really bring it o not...... now....

wat the day is??

is totally unlucky day--10/07/08
we(cheng,sean n me) is went out for singk. i hv ald booked the earliest room but need delay for 1 hour....l1l.......bad, coz pick-up wrong bus! we are traveling around at kl for 2 hours-_- boreeee...when in the greenbox on singing song, my coursemate--beelay called!! omg,i thought it is going some bad things happened..ya, i guess it right, was the course canceled. oh......in that time, the feeling is fall down badly from the highest floor. y the lecturer managed follow their like, din consider others ppl, that was making others felt very in trouble n inconvenience!!!
we need start from scratching our schedule.
is very bother!!!!!!! i very hate it. Essentially, our schedule is very smooth and no any trammel but.......that foolish saying cancel, causing many trouble for us!!!

hate!!!hate!!!hate!!!hate!!!hate tis feeling !!!!!!

说不出

过了许久才晓得原来我让她受伤了。
我心很忐忑。
又不知如何是好的感觉

-_-

opening school coming soon....hope can go to school as fast as possible....really boring vf this kind of vacation....i dunno how to describe it, i hv ald know hw bout the working as long time ago, but really can't stand for it!!!!!! maybe is still a student,jz always thinking i no need to do tis hard things....but "M" always kacau me n make me look for job...y everythings need"M"???
i very vry expected my uni life, although hv some troublesome but i very enjoy tis kind of life, can stay together vf my dear friends, oso can earn many knowledges i wanted. can i say i still a teenager?? or adult?? i still hope i 'm a teenager, coz so enjoy tat kind of life....so damn bout working,boring..................

sometime i think y i need to do tis n tat???
essentially, i should relax and enjoy my long vacation but.......
but i scare tat mom and dad, they "talk the hind leg off a donkey"
i'm so headache at there, i'm so boring at there; i'm moody at there!!!!!!!!!!
i can't go anyway i wan
i dun wan c d pp differ vf me
but i'm greedy!!
i need money!!! no money....trouble all coming leh!!!!!
i think i should do OT lo. it's so cost-efficient!!!!
at there,i meet so many ppl i know b4, so pai sieh leh...
i can't say sth i wanted, coz i need to prove sth....
i think i'm not look as same at there, it might be d ppl at there so mature although younger than me one or two year but still felt like......arrrrrrrr..........
before it, i companied vf my pc or laptop over 6 hours, since i'm enter that place, i seldom c my "darling" at all. i miss u so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2day, i c him from behind, he look thinner than b4, feeling worry and pity vf him, i can c he was so tired n tired. i wanna go up n giv him a warm kissing and n lovely hug. after tis month, he are going starting school liao... bu she de....--
but i still need wait for eight week!!!!!! can't tahan la

明天要去JB了。 我知道我将会好想你，好想好想你。。。。。。